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| 10:46am 23/06/2006 |
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mood:  hyper music: No Doubt - Don't Speak
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It becomes so troublesome to come up with a subject of every post, considering I always seemt o talk about a multitude of things.
Anyway, work last night was a bore... the most boring night I've had in a long time. not that there was nothing to do or anything, I was just... bored. LoL. I think it had a lot to do with being tired and I hadn't eaten before work so I was kind hungry by the time the shift was over. I do mean lightheaded hungry too, gotta make sure to stop doing that. Ended up we finishe the night well over our target, however, also ended up we were short $10 in a till. We took apart the till to make sure it had not fallen in behind the till, was interesting trying to get the tray out, to say the least.
Came home and enjoyed some fun roleplaying on Tapestries MUCK. I rp at a place called the Temple of Divinity where I most recently rp'ed as a Senior Acolyte. Finally rp'ed an induction fo someone else's character, and going to be promoted to Priest. Next goal is to become a priest to a specific Diety, and considering my character has two patrons, Amon-Ra and Anubis... Everyone tends to go for Anubis, whereas Ra does not choose one because the last priest/priestess he had serving him went on a power trip or something, lol. So anyway, rp was overly fun.
Commission status: I presently have three I have to do. The one for Syrris Longclaw is in the works, then one for Yarrula would be next, followed by the latest one for Sedyah. I'll be having to get on those.
What Crazy Anime character are You?
You Are Chi, of Chobits! Cute, Kind, and Reserved, You Go Out Of Your Way To Make Sure Those Around You Are Happy. Though Sometimes You May Get Confused Or Hurt By Others, Your Optimistic Outlook Always Pulls You Through. Your Biggest Weakness Is Being Naive and Trusting People A Bit Too Much.
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| Updates and my latest quiz results ^^ |
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| 10:04am 21/06/2006 |
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mood:  cheerful
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So, yea, had one of those interesting days at work yesterday. Get to work, you have a list of stuff to do, and you spend all four hours of work on the one thing. My boss had me take every single book off teh pyramid table, then rearrange the entire thing and try and get every single book on. All that was there, plus the new stuff we just got. Note: This has to be done every tuesday and thursday when warehouse comes in with more bargain books... yea, we have no more room to put the stuff and they keep sending us more. :P Anyway, take the entire shift just for the pyramid, but, on the upside, it came out looking super cool. I work again thursday, and I am certain my boss will have me do it all voer again on that shift, lol.
As for other news. Hung out with Sedy-chan and Benjamin again last night. Had a couple drinks and pretty much just hung out. They got pizza, and it was the uber yummy. ^^ Foxy likes pizza ^-^ Everyone was tired though, so Ben gave me a ride home and stuff. I think I lasted a couple hours after getting home then just fell asleep. Don't know why I've been so exhausted lately.
Here are the results of the latest quizzes I did :)
I cut out the images cause they too up to much room.
Who is your Guardian?
A guardian angel watches over you. You are kind, sweet, and generous. You put others before yourself and you never let anyone get left behind. You may be a bit shy at times. When you are around your friends though, you are fun and exciting! When you are comfortable you are able to open up. It's when you are somewhere unfamiliar, uncomfortable, or around those you are not familiar with that you are shy. You're caring and above all loving. You're guardian angel keeps good watch over you and is always protecting you.
What is your Element?
Air
You're always full of energy and life! Sometime the people around you have a hard time keeping up. You have a hard time paying attention to one thing for very long, but you always put your heart behind everything you do. You never have a hard time making friends.
Qualities: Pure, innocent, happy, energetic
Faults: A little clumsy, short attention span, fickle
Compatible with: Fire and Water
Amazingly, my element matches my Zodiac element. Aquarius' element is also Air. :) |
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| Inkblot Test |
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| 01:07pm 20/06/2006 |
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mood: amused
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Oh my... The fox' subconscious is just as messed up as his conscious mind. *giggles.*
Mune, your subconscious mind is driven most by Sexuality
What this means is that when your unconscious mind sees an opportunity to remind you of your sexual desires, it takes full advantage of it. Because of this, things that have very little sexual content or that seem sexually neutral to others, may register as sexually charged to you, at least on an unconscious level.
Your unconscious mind recognizes the value of sexuality. The reason it may do so, is because of a deep-rooted fear of the opposite — living a life that is numb to sexual desire or is turned cold by it. You unconscious mind may be trying to avoid this sexual dullness, and so it reacts by swinging to the opposite extreme, strong sexual desire. By sending you these sexual messages on a regular basis, your unconscious makes sure you don't forget about sex.
If you view your sexual desire with a positive attitude, you can welcome the vitality and strength sexual thoughts can bring into your life. This would allow you to honor the drive your unconscious has chosen to be an important focus for you. It is a message that you are very much alive, and have a great deal of passion to bring to life.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Sexuality, there is much more to who you are at your core. |
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| 09:31pm 19/06/2006 |
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mood: bouncy
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Had the most amazing time this past weekend. Went to a furmeet, a smal group of us all hang out and socialized. Amazing concept this... socializing. Hehe. ^^
Anyway, there was plenty of drinking, I must admit, I got quite drunk. Made a new discovery as well, I cannot drink Sour Puss, much liek how I cannot drink Whiskey. Most horrid pain I had ever felt in a long time insued... not a discovery I like making at any point in time. Thanks to Sedy and Nightflurry however, I came out of that fine. Damn Sour Puss... should have a warning on it! "WARNING - Not for foxes!" :P
Hanging out with the gang is always a treat, especially Sedy, Benjamin, and Yarrula; always fun ^^ But, also had the privelege to hang out with two more amazing furs from the states this time around; Nightflurry and David Tigerific.
Nightflurry and David Tigerific, both two really awesome furs that I enjoyed hanging out with very much on their visit up from the U.S. They, teamed up with Yarrula, managed to get me drunk for the first time this past week, then again, the entire group of us, I got drunk yet again. No hang over either time, I might add. Nightflurry is such a sweety! I enjoyed sitting and chatting with him and generally cuddling and snuggling; he was very much the cutey. I love cuddles. Although I never got the chance to cuddle with David, he was an amazing guy to talk to and hang out with. He was very funny, and quite good-looking to, I might add.
It has been the longest time since I've posted, probably because my life tends to be rather uneventful. I could not pass up the oppurtunity to post about these awesome fun of this past week however. ^^
Until next I get up the energy to post! |
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| Quizzes are fun ^^ |
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| 10:37pm 24/11/2005 |
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mood: chipper
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Light Bearer
Class: Cherub
Alliance: Light
You are blessed with a heart of gold. You are a
kind, sweet, gentle person who believes very
strongly in doing the right thing. You tend to
be very emotional and very sensitive to other
people's feelings. You are so gentle that you
would not be suited to an active role in the
fight, but more of a passive one. You would be
a Light Bearer. As a Light Bearer, you would be
a source of inspiration to others. A reminder
of what they were fighting for.
Your Angelic Name: Alida (means "little winged
one" ^_^ )
Which Warrior Angel are You and Whose Side are You On? (With Anime Pics)
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| What goes on in Folfy's head. |
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| 02:55pm 25/08/2005 |
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mood: energetic music: You Ain't Seen Nothing Yet - BTO
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To be honest, I don't even know, hehe.
Well, it is nearing the end of summer and I am on the search for a job still, then comes the fun of fighting it out some more with my old highschool to try and get my transcript. Then comes the need to get the moeny I need to registering at college all over again, which should not be overly hard once I start getting more commissions.
I got my first commission done for a really close friend of mine, I really hope he likes it once I send his sketchbook back to him, which should be at the beginning of September. I worked hard on it. :)
Other stuff... Well, one of my close friends are in a bit of a troublesome siutation as it stands and I am worried about him. It is not for me to say what is going on, but he should know I am here for him if he needs me, and I am always happy to help a friend if need be. Hopefully things get better for him soon and the situation goes away completely without to much hassle. Life can get rough at times, it helps when there is someone there to talk to and help you through it, he's been there for me in rough spots, so why would I not be? :)
Gyro-kun and I are working on our website again, our cool team project, hehe. Something that is OURS as opposed to mine or his, I really hope it goes well. :D
My writing is kind of taking a stalling stop that I need to get aorund soon, Gyro has become quite addicted to my story series that has been stuck in one plce for the longest time. It is fun driving him crazy and all but, I really should get back to working on that ;) HeHe.
Think that is all for now. :) |
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| w00tness and stuff like it! |
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| 03:28pm 10/06/2005 |
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mood: cheerful music: Waka Laka
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Finally my site is going forward, been hard at work on getting it completed. Do not ask why it has been taking so long, not even I have answers to that question, although I actually should... Meh! Also, i'll be starting to take commissions as soon as I have my Paypal completely set up to do so.
I'll be trying my best to post here a minimum of once a week, hopefully more often than that however as I am being chased to do so by a certain wolf... ¬¬ Yes.. I know you are reading this... you know who you are!!! *shakes a fist at Amras* HeHe. |
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| Life |
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| 12:46am 24/01/2005 |
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mood:  contemplative
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Well, life in general latley has been very chaotic. First of all, there is the mess going on at work. I was almost fired all because a manager I gave a doctor's note too did not give it to the head boss guy like he was supposed to. So I had to take tiem off. Then the week after got suspended from work. Then the week after that I was not scheduled to work. So, now anyway, things are semi stable, I am getting like 3 hours a week of work. I am supposed to pay rent and bills.
Now, aside from that, I actually have my birthday coming up on the 6th of February, as well as my surgery on the 21st of February. Not to mention the release of Werewolf the Forsaken player's guide from White Wolf Gaming Studios ;)
Anyway, things are beginning to straighten out, with help from a close friend of mine from Britain whom took it upon himself to step in and lend some financial aid. I owe him for being there for me in so many ways. |
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| 07:24am 05/12/2004 |
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mood: chipper
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It has been an amazingly long time since I have made an entry to my livejournal, and I surprisingly remember the user name and password, yeah for me! Anyway, I am going to try my best to post in this thing at least twice a week, maybe even three. I think three would be best, or even every second day? That may work... enough of that. LoL
A few weeks ago I was in the Santa Clause parade here in town, I had the most amazing time thanks to my friend Super Jay, a fellow furry... well... scaly, he is a dragon/gargoyle. Anyway, he talked me into walking the parade, and let me use his big fox fursuit. It was so comfortable, I felt so free and rejuvinated. It felt so natural. And making those children smile made me all the happier. I could not believe how much fun I had. Of course, the suit got a tad bit heavy, as it was very damp out, then again, he and I in the big suits had to be just about the only ones warm ;) LoL.
Besides that, it is coming close to christmas, and man does the wallet say so... How do you buy a gift for someone who is happy with nothing, and you don't really care if they get a lump of coal or not? That would be my father, and I am still debating if he deserves anything or not. Yes, you've guess it, I have a problem with my dad, it is called abuse growing up, lol. Of course, that does not mean I should be a bad person, so I'll figure out something to get him eventually.
Besides that, everythign seems to be going well, have two christmas parties to go to, a furry xmas party and my family one. Should be a blast, both that is ^^
Until my next entry ^^ |
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| 03:53pm 28/08/2004 |
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Ugh... I really must stop forgetting to make entries in my journal. Anywho!
I presently have a job, yah for me! Money! I also moved last week into my own aprtment and once more have the net, yah again! LoL. Anyway, all is going well and I am happy. I hope to get myself a scanner soon so I may start doing commissions for peoples, of course, for money. Never hurts having some extra money to toss around if I need something.
I guess I don't really have as much to say as I thought I did, meh, oh well. |
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| Paramount Canada's Wonderland! |
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| 01:44pm 08/07/2004 |
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My godparents brought me to Canada's Wonderland this past tuesday!It was amazing, my first time ever to a themepark!!! And imagine, my first ride ever was one of the most intense!!!
"On Drop Zone, riders sit on a high-speed transport lift that travels over 16 feet per second, 230 feet in the air. At the top of the tower, guests have but moments to take in the panoramic view of the Park before it registers that what goes up must come down. Free falling at more than 100km/h, 23 stories flash by as the ground races up and catches riders in a silent, smooth stop." ~ Park Website
I swear, I thought I had forgot some organs up at the top when we started dropping! I had an awesome time. I went on every rollercoaster, and I have to say Top Gun was among the best coasters. Nothing like your feet danging while you go upside down and everything else ^-^
I enjoyed myself very much ^^ |
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| 01:13pm 26/06/2004 |
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mood:  crappy music: Strawberry Gashes - Jack off Jill
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Today I deicede to return to my online father's channel, to see how things were going there. I used to go there all the time, once and awhile thing swould get a bit bumpy which wasn't a big deal, problems are easily solved, right? Well.... I do like Blackwolf very much, and respect him because he is a geniunely good person, and I was proud to call him father.
Today, when I returned to that channel, everything was perfectly fine. I was having tons of fun, et someone new there and wsa enjoying my time there. I was happy. The StarHusky entered the channel. In my daddy's channel I always play my babyfur self. StarHusky kick banned me from the channel because I was just being me. When Blackwolf lifted the ban, I returned and banned Starhusky because, well, he had kicked me without reason at all which is abuse of op power. Starhusky messaged me, calling me a stupid faggot and being all rude. I expected Blackwolf to at least say something, he simply went back afk because he did not want anything to do with it. I have never felt so betrayed in my life, or hurt. I never wanted to mutilate someone so bad as I want to mutilate Starhusky for what he did to me. I have never been judged in such a way by ANYONE.
Starhusky had no right, but Blackwolf said nothing; that is what hurt the most. No matter how much I like Blackwolf, what he did hurt, and I can't help but cry. I try and think what to do now, for I am confused and angry, and upset. I just don't know how I should be reacting, or what I am supposed to do.
Maybe I will calm down, right now, I am just upset and in tears. |
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| 02:39am 06/06/2004 |
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Well. Here is what happened over the past little while, since I know I haven't posted in a little while;
May 27th; Graduation Ceremony.
The grad ceremony went awesome, I felt so proud of myself as I went up to get my diploma (well... sorta a diploma since you don't get those 'til end of year...). I was happy.
May 28th; Graduation Dance.
I stayed home from school to sleep in, needed extra rest before the dance. Well. Got there, got lots of pictures, wore a nice tux and felt goood about myself as I had so much fun with my friends. Supper was kick ass, dessert was even better! Cherry cheese cake, and some strawberry mousse and dream whip! Sugar high or what!!!! Thena fter dinner was the actual dance. It wa so much fun! Of course, a group of friends and I left an hour or two early and went to see a movie at SilverCity Cinema, we saw Shrek 2. It was awesome! Puss in Boots is simply adorable!!!! It was an amazing night.
Now for today. Really didn't do much of anything all day. Sat around outside on the deck and drew and read. Boring really. WEll.... boring day.... VERY VERY boring... Well... Gyro proposed today!!! I never felt so happy in my life! He will propose again when he moves up here, ring and all, but just being proposed to today was the most amazing thing I've ever felt, I was so happy, so full of joy. I love him so much, and I know he loves me too. (I stil love him more, lol!). It thought my grad dance was the best day of my life, but this just beat them all. Nothing ever made me this happy. There is one thing that can beat this day, and that is when Gyro is here, proposing in person. I cried today, imagine the tears when he is here before me... I love you Gyro. |
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| 04:14pm 09/05/2004 |
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Update! Update!
Okay. My grandparents will be paying for me to go to my Grad Dance! That is so cool! My grandpa is even bringing me to rent a tux for it. I am so happy that I actually get to go! I just hope I can ge thte money for the dance ticket soon, the last day is Wedsnday. On other news!!!
The lump that was forming by my incision area, it has completely gone down and the wound is healing nicely. I am glad it is almost healed right up. Because of the Silver Nitrate we are using for that odd swelling, the blood has gotten kinda black at the wound when it seeps out ^^; Fun fun :P LoL.
Well, that is about it all! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
'til next time *odd music* "In Mune's Mind!"
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| 11:19pm 05/05/2004 |
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Well. The nurse got her car fixed, yay!!! She also experienced the same problem with my doctor's office as we do, trying to get through. LoL. Eventually she did, and she got me an appointment to get that odd lump checked out. The lumps is still a lump, there is no redness, but there is a lot of firmness where there should not be. So, tomorrow I have to get to my appointment and get that checked out to see wha tit is. I am really hoping it is not another cyst, not so soon after the first one... the first isn't even healed up yet --;
Anyway! Other news!
My grad plans are going quite well. Just have to figure out whom is going to be a guest at my grad ceremony. I know my mom for sure, and she informs me that I should invite my dad... bleh. I guess he deserves as much, so I will. I will also invite my grandparents from his side, since they would get VERY angry if I didn't, lol. Don't get me wrong, they just get rather spiteful ^^;
I think that is about it for what is going on in my life at the present moment in time. I know I am kinda boring, but meh. LoL. C'est la vis. |
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| 10:54pm 04/05/2004 |
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Well. It has been a little while since I last made an entry to my journal, and with EVERYTHING that has been going on, you would think I would have.
Last Tuesday. Something happened that I think was something that really freaked me out. It is not that it was actually a bad experience or anything, it was that... well... the experience affected me in an odd way that I found very difficult to try and decipher. It left me with a feeling of emptiness inside, and a feeling of having betrayed someone. Maybe I should tell what happened?
Well. At senior lunch, I decided I'd take the city bus with a friend of mine. This individual I have been friends with since junior kindergarten up until grade 9 when we suddenly just stopped talking. Last year he went to Thailand for a year. He returned for his last year this year, and because we have a class together this semester, I guess we just started talking again. In grade school, I think grade 6 or 7, I had a crush on this individual. Maybe I should skip ahead. Well, we were hanging out at his place, had lunch, did some computer stuff. He started flirting with me, chatting all friendly like when we were on the couch. He began stroking my leg, I tried to ignore it. It was when his hand found my crotch and groped that I got VERY nervous and literally started shivering. I was scared, more than scared, terrified even. I even told him straight out that I had a boyfriend that I love very much, I even told him my boyfriend's name and some stuff about him. He didn't seem at all interested in what I had to say. Then he kissed me. I froze up, unable to think, it was as if my brain clicked off and I felt an overwhelming feeling of fear.
He brought me to his room where he kept sweet talking, seducing me as I came to realize it. He got me to give him a blow job, and the entire time I knew it was wrong, but my mind was a complete mess of emotion and fear, and confusion, all muddled and distorting everything that went through my head. Afterwards, I felt so empty. I felt so hurt. And worst of all, I felt my heart broken into pieces at the thought of this hurting my relationship with my beloved Gyro.
I told Gyro that night. He deserved to know. I know neither of us can ever forget it, but I know he has forgiven me. I am hoping by talking about this more freely, I will be able to eventually forgive myself. It is hard, but I get closer and closer everyday. What helps the most is knowing that my beloved Gyro is here for me, to lead me through the shadows of my own confusion and help me get balanced again. My wonderful wonderful friend, Dragohn, is also their to guide me with his strength and his wisdom. All my friends are there for me when I need them most, and that helps me move on.
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Friday. Last friday the nurse and I discussed a forming lump that seems to be increasing in size beside the healing incision zone from my surgery about 4 weeks ago. It is seemingly a bubble of flesh. When pressure is applied, it becomes agitated and sore. We have yet to discover what this is, and we both worry it may be a second cyst. I think Gyro worries twice as much as the nurse and I *giggle*.
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Today! Today my aunt, mom and I went to Ambrosia Jewellers to check ut their school rings. Yay! They had my school! ^-^
My aunt paid the $250 for the ring I chose. It is real silver, real amethyst stone with fireburst rays lasered under to create an amazing effect. The amethyst is my birthstone. Around the stone is St. Benedict C.S.S., my school of course. Their is a panel on either side. On one side I have my Zodiac (Aquarius) with the year 2004 on it. On the other side I have the Bear (School Mascot) with my name, Marc. Inside will be my initials, MRC. I will be recieving it in 6 to 12 weeks. I can't wait!
After returning home, my nurse came to do the usual thing. The incision is healing amazingly well, but the lump seems to be increasing in size. This worries her and I both... bleh. Anyway. After we were done, and my aunt was acutally leaving, my aunt returns into the house and informs the nurse that her car is leaking a green fluid! oO The antifreeze is literally POOLED around her right front tire. The engine was WAY overheating. But, she was deadset on making it to her final client, she is very dedicated, I just hope nothing happened... she is a really good person and I would hate for something bad to happen to her. WE'll see when she comes tomorrow won't we?
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